Another day...I have to be strong.

Ya' know, it's really amazing how such little things can really set a person off. Last night and this morning He made little remarks that make me just want to scream.....it had already been a week of little things.

Last night he asked me if I was still planning on going to the racetrack the next night. I said "Yes" and he said "What about the girls?" I said "They are going with me." He then made a uh-huh sound that just reminded me of a dad. Not my dad...just a dad.

So, this morning, he asked me the same thing again....are you going to the track, what are you doing with the girls and then he added something...still in the dadesque manner from the night before and so many times before....he said..."So, you're not pawning them off on anybody are you?" I really wanted to spit nails. But I didn't. I kept cool and said simply, "No, they will be with me".

It's another day with the bright side being that I don't have to see him pretty much at all anymore today. I can't wait till the day that I don't have to see him if I choose not to. I have to be strong and maintain and not let my emotions take over my mouth. It's is tough and I do have to sometimes stop myself and think about others around me who are having a worse time of it then I am.....you are in my prayers Kendra and family. And also, I am so very fortunate to have someone to sound off to who really understands. I have said it before and just said it again......thank you.

AND on the up side of the day......I lost another .6 lbs this week...yeah me!!!!